Thursday, January 24, 2013

Game Over

Disarm you with a smile
And cut you like you want me to
Cut that little child
Inside of me and such a part of you
Ooh, the years burn

I used to be a little boy
So old in my shoes
And what i choose is my choice
What's a boy supposed to do?
The killer in me is the killer in you
My love
I send this smile over to you

Disarm you with a smile
And leave you like they left me here
To wither in denial
The bitterness of one who's left alone
Ooh, the years burn, burn, burn

 
We di it lost punks..finally you woke up..took part in the great slaughter of the bloodsucking dark twins..lost your last chains..the slave is free..the last sheeps are safe..the dirt is gone..justice has been served..the gateway is open..what a overwhelming trip..im still shaking of shock..processing the miracle just happend..they finally jumped..the worst is over..only great pain in the heart is left..filling your eyes with tears..guess some will keep torture the monsters on other levels for a while..as they have a lot of pain to adress from the past cycle..a true hell-massacre..festival of bloodthirst..what ever you please my dark friends..cut it off..slice it out..pierce it all..live it all out and enjoy the rare chance..dont let any piece of it over..total clearing and advancing of the playfield for a new game..gain clear sight and full power again..take special care of your precious and beautiful victims..treat their recovery with deep compassion and understanding..as they have really been thru the worst nightmare..the tribe has been split, isolated and held in an apathic sleep state with drugs and negative energies..abuse of extreme perversity took place in our midst without anyone recognizing it for very a long time..even if it was in front of us..dark illusions..the blinding..keep you in the dark..you know they all pretend..the perfect hidden system of control..suppressing of weaker..old pussys..a pretty hard and bitter pill to swollow i know..even to write it creates this feeling of nausea and chest pain..the unimagined pain and fear they must have felt..all the degrading and disgusting demands and rules..the old perverted watchdogs..the empty and sad rooms...just like the face and looks..hurting the most..the many lonely nights and days crying and praying..the picture that cuts sharp like glass..let you bleed of deep love..tear drops of children..where all dreams and hopes have vanished..deeper darkness emerged..where love and truth never occurs and survives..a child never is a child but still always a child..destroyed daemons as your only friends..lost souls..the system works with a code..truth is the exact opposite of what is shown or said..when it becomes to obvious to see..directed by combined forces they influenced their dark nest and wove all into their ugly net of selfish interests..but now they are released from their shady jail..like reborn solar children..heal them with love and unity..the tribe is clean and one again..all doors are open now..create together the future you see in your hearts and were always searching for ..the light is back..it was a pleasure to play with you..anytime again..

The energy nearly drove me insane at some stages of the play..seeing the darkest reality in supersharp..made me just cry out loud..the pain and pressure became so overwhelming..the other side of the coin..black darkness..but it gave the initial impulse to take action..make the essential steps that needed to be done to set them free from the dark powers..after pre-weaking them over weeks with my serving, positive and loving presence..deamon poison number one..until they couldnt take the close brightness anymore..got more fearfull and made mistakes..threw me out in front of everyone..for writing a true loveletter to their youngest and purest slave..showed their true faces for a moment..emptyness in the eyes of their puppets..no one was able to do move anymore..thanks to my good training i was able to control it and neutralize the various and deep experiences just seen and felt..already analyzing and documenting it..in the blind ignorance of their superegos they did not recognize my true nature..even if i told them all the time and gave them a lot of chances to change their path..it would not have been possible without you..everyone played the role he was supposed to..to bring the truth on the surface..brought you the awakening..better late than never..thanks..i already had the big knife in my hand..what a rollercoaster..still feeling the sparkling vibes of that turbulent and loopy ride..and the satisfying moment after the final breakthrough..very intense..sad and happy states changed within minutes..the emotions and awareness came to new extreme levels..revealing sudden disgusting realities behind the curtains..the worst crime of all..done to deeply loved and innocent ones..the most precious of all..im so glad youre save now..it will take some time until we can hold and kiss each other again..you need to process first what happend..they will protect and take care of you now..introduce you to the original spirit of our family tribe..the new kingdom of heaven is prepared for you my beloved ones..my heart aches when i think of you..and tears come into my eyes..not sure of beeing happy or sad..free but still far away..looking forward to see your happy faces again..your beautiful and honest eyes and the sweetest smiles..love will cure all your wounds..kiss them tenderly away..the war is over..you will never have to suffer again..welcome home my most loved hearts of all..celebrate your new life in freedom..surrounded by people guided by truth and love..it could not have happend any minute earlier or later..well done for our first collective stage play i must say..sure many more about to come..the tribe of light is independent and complete again..the enemy had to be distracted and confused in order to hide the true motives..you must be very strong souls if you survived this extremly hard challenge without beeing permanently affected or damaged..im so proud of you..your lifes have just begun..the world is yours again my children of light...cant wait to lead and rule it with you..thru love and wisdom..this will never happen again..after the smart and loving warrior ended their dictatorshit..exposed the ugly truth once and for all..you will never have to worry again..i love you so much..to be in your arms is my most favourite dream..come back to yourself now..the pain got me..i need to run before it kills me..we catch up later..when we all start fresh..a different life and love adventure in a world full of light and happiness..in freedom, love and peace..and tousand small islands as far the eye can see..with endless white beaches and bautiful waves under a deep blue sky..feels like heaven...

And as always i find the right and supporting words out there..speaking from the heart..truth matching reality..thank you..nearly lost my way..now i see the light again..we are not alone..all is one..

Love is....Y.O.U.!


A heaven, a gateway, a hope
Just like a feeling inside, it's no joke
And though it hurts me to treat you this way
Betrayed by words, I'd never heard, too hard to say
Up, down, turn around
Please don't let me hit the ground
Tonight I think I'll walk alone
I'll find my soul as I go home
Each way I turn, I know I'll always try
To break this circle that's been placed around me
From time to time, I find I've lost some need
That was urgent to myself, I do believe
Oh, you've got green eyes
Oh, you've got blue eyes
Oh, you've got grey eyes
And I've never seen anyone quite like you before
No, I've never met anyone quite like you before
Bolts from above hit the people down below
People in this world, we have no place to go
Oh, it's the last time


You and me, meant to be
Immutable, impossible
It's destiny, pure lunacy
Incalculable, insufferable
But for the last time you're everything
That I want and ask for you're all that I'd dreamed
Who wouldn't be the one you love
Who wouldn't stand inside your love
Protected and the lover of
A pure soul and beautiful you, don't understand
Don't feel me now, I will breathe, for the both of us
Travel the world, traverse the skies
Your home is here, within my heart
And for the first time, I feel as though I am reborn
In my mind recast as child and mystic sage
For the first time I'm telling you
How much I need and bleed for
Your every move and waking sound
In my time I'll wrap my wire around your heart
And your mind, you're mine forever now


We're just like old friends
We just can't pretend
That lovers make amends
We are reasons so unreal
We can't help but feel
That something has been lost
You know you're just like me
Next time I promise we'll be perfect
Strangers down the line
Lovers out of time, memories unwind
So far, I still know who you are
But now I wonder who I was
Angel, you know it's not the end
We'll always be good friends
The letters have been sent on
So please
You always were so free
You'll see, I promise we'll be perfect
Strangers when we meet
Strangers on the street
Lovers while we sleep
You know this has to be
We promised that we'd be perfect


It's you that I adore
You'll always be my whore
You'll be the father to my child
And a child to my heart
We must never be apart
Lovely boy, you're the beauty in my world
Without you there aren't reasons left to find
And I'll pull your crooked teeth
You'll be perfect just like me
You'll be a lover in my bed
And a gun to my head
Lovely boy, you're the murder in my world
Dressing coffins for the souls I've left to die
Drinking mercury to the mystery of all
That you should ever leave behind in time
In you I see dirty, in you I count stars
In you I feel so pretty, in you I taste God
In you I feel so hungry, in you I crash cars

Fall in to the century of supersonic cross
Blessed, she in aching silence eternal loss
Calling out "I won't surrender," a locket of her hair
Sympathize her pious pleasures
Go down the stairs into the dark again
To feel alive again, and wait for
Real love or is it me you're after?
Because it's now or never
Real love born of the fallen chain
Into a world sustained with sorrow
Real love, a real touch we speak in
Is it lies or is what we're seeking?
In the eyes, behold, and you'll find the 21st century
You detonate her will and her widowed speech
Buried in the backyard shadow, the rusty coffee tin
That held her mother's first kiss in a nameless dream
We never listen, real love will listen
And tell of a fortune, real love is riches
Scratch through the changes, real love is nameless
So tired and hopeless, real love is painless
Nobody mentions
We ever move to collect
The solar questions
Demon scorn should not relax
The laws of gravity

Real Love
 
You know I'm not dead
Now you know where I've been
As you sleep, torn I am
Weighted down, patiently
Born of love
I'm just living in my head
Forever waiting on the ways of your desire
You always find a way and through it all
Into us all you move
Forgotten touch, forbidden thought
We can never have enough
Found below the creatures scream
Stranglehold, a God machine
Begging to tear us out
Worn as hope
I'm just the tears inside your head
We all want to hold in the everlasting gaze
Enchanted in the rapture of his sentimental sway
But underneath the wheels lie the skulls of every cog
The fickle fascination of an everlasting God

Three miles to go
At the end of the road
There's a soldier waiting for me
I've got three miles to go
Life goes on and on in this real life fantasy

Forever to be still 
Breath held tight inside of me
It's a red sky tonight

At the end of the road
Where all futures go
There's blood on shore
  
Sometimes i feel i've got to run away, I've got to get away from the pain you drive into the heart of me. The love we shared seems to go nowhere and I lost my light for I toss and turn I can't sleep at night. Once I ran to you now I run from you. This tainted love you've given--I gave you all I could give you. Take my tears and that's not really all. You don't really want anymore from me. To make things right, you need someone to hold you tight and you think love is to pray, well I'm sorry I don't pray that way.

A thought that never changes
Remains a stupid lie
It's never been quite the same
No hearing or breathing
No movement, no colors
A search that shall remain
Just silence
We asked you what you'd seen
Rise and fall of shame
You said you didn't care
Sound formed in a vacuum
May seem a waste of time
It's always been just the same
No movement no lyrics
No hearing or breathing
Just nothing
The sign that leads the way
You've caught me at a bad time
The path we can not take
So why don't you piss off

Today is the greatest
Day I've ever known
Can't live for tomorrow
Tomorrow's much too long
I'll burn my eyes out
Before I get out
I wanted more
Than life could ever grant me
Bored by the chore
Of saving face
Can't wait for tomorrow
I might not have that long
I'll tear my heart out
Before I get out
Pink ribbon scars
That never forget
I tried so hard
To cleanse these regrets
My angel wings
Were bruised and restrained
My belly stings
I wanna turn you on 


Keep you in the dark you know they all pretend
Keep you in the dark and saw it all begin

Send in your skeletons
Sing as the bones come marchin' in again
The knee you buried deep
The secrets that you keep are ever ready, are you ready?

I'm finished making sense
Done pleading ignorance
That whole defense
Spending this energy
But the wheel thats spinnin' me is never ending, never ending same ol' story

What if I say you're not like the others
What if I am not just another one
Look at your face, you're the pretender
What if I say I'll never surrender

In time I'm so I'm told
I'm just another soul for sale, oh well
The pages I repress
They are not permanent, they are temporary

I'm the voice inside your head you refuse to hear
I'm the face you have to face mirroring yourself
I'm whats left, I'm whats right, I'm the enemy
I'm the hand that takes you down and brings you to your knees

So who are you, even in the dark, you know they all pretend
Yeah who are you..

In here
We need a little hope
For years I've been sleeping
Helpless
Couldn't tell a soul
Be ashamed
Mess you made
My eyes never forget, you see
Behind me
Silent Metal mercies
Castrate Boys to the bone
Jesus Are you listening?
Up there 

To anyone at all
We are the fossils
The relics of our time
Mutilate the meanings
So they're easy to deny
Quiet, I am sleeping
I don't trust you I can't hear you
Behind me the grace of falling snow
Cover up everything you know
Come save me from the awful sound
Of nothing


Who saw those dark eyes?
Deep within
Burn my skin 

All those years gone by 
In the heat of the night 
Who felt those cold hands?

Touch my skin 
Deep within
Burn my soul 

Fell to the ground where I was found 
All those years ago 
Everybody makes mistakes
Even me 
Just be free
This is a place where in the end 

It happens in our world within  
Time to go

My reflection, dirty mirror
There's no connection to myself
I'm your lover, I'm your zero
I'm the face in your dreams of glass
So save your prayers
For when you're really gonna need 'em
Throw out your cares and fly
Wanna go for a ride?
Emptiness is loneliness
And loneliness is cleanliness
And cleanliness is godliness
And God is empty just like me
Intoxicated with the madness
I'm in love with my sadness
Bullshit fakers, enchanted kingdoms
The fashion victims chew their charcoal teeth
That I was on a sinking ship
I never let on that I was down
You blame yourself
For what you can't ignore
You blame yourself for wanting more


The sun has blessed, the rays are gone
And all the kids have left their tears and gone home
Sweet 17, sour 29 and I can't explain myself
What I'd hoped to find you were all so kind when I was near
And if you're still feeling down
Then maybe you need me around
To love and hold you
Don't say I hadn't told you so
I had no luck
I had no shame
I had no cause, just 17 days of rain
And you in my eyes
Just one more song to slay this earth
And I can't explain myself just what it's worth
It was all I had, but not all I need
And I can't escape the fact that I still bleed
And if you're still feeling down
And if this seems way too loud
Then maybe you need me around
I had no voice, I had no drive
I had no choice, I've done my time
I had myself, had my band, I had my love
Had no hand in watching it all fall apart
And if you're still feeling down
Then maybe you need me around
To lift and scold you
To send you crashing alright


I've got another confession to make
I'm your fool
Everyone's got their chains to break
Holdin' you

I was too weak to give in
Too strong to lose
My heart is under arrest again
But I'll break loose
My head is giving me life or death
But I can't choose
I swear I'll never give in
I refuse
Has someone taken your faith?
It's real, the pain you feel
You trust, you must confess
The life, the love
You'd die to heal
The hope that starts
The broken hearts
I've got another confession my friend
I'm no fool
I'm getting tired of starting again
Somewhere new
Were you born to resist, or be abused?
I swear I'll never give in, I refuse
Is someone getting the best
The best of you?


The world is a vampire, sent to drain
Secret destroyers, hold you up to the flames
And what do I get, for my pain
Betrayed desires, and a piece of the game
Even though I know, I suppose I'll show
All my cool and cold, like old job
Despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage
Someone will say, "What is lost can never be saved"
Now I'm naked, nothing but an animal
But can you fake it, for just one more show
And what do you want, I want to change
And what have you got when you feel the same
Tell me I'm the only one
Tell me there's no other one
Jesus was an only son
Tell me I'm the chosen one
Jesus was an only son for you
And I still believe that I cannot be saved

I lie, I wait, I stop
I hesitate, I am, I breathe
I meant, I think of me
Is it any wonder, I can't sleep?
All I have is all you gave to me
Is it any wonder, I found peace
Through you?
Turn to the gates of heaven, to myself be damned
Turn away from light
It's not enough, just a touch
I taste, I love
I come, I bleed enough
I hate, I'm not
I was, I want too much

Time is never time at all
You can never ever leave
Without leaving a piece of youth
And our lives are forever changed
We will never be the same
The more you change the less you feel
Believe, believe in me
That life can change that you're not stuck in vain
We're not the same, we're different
Tonight
So bright
And you know you're never sure
But you're sure you could be right
If you held yourself up to the light
And the embers never fade
In your city by the lake
The place where you were born
In the resolute urgency of now
And if you believe there's not a chance
We'll crucify the insincere tonight
We'll make things right, we'll feel it all tonight
We'll find a way to offer up the night
The indescribable moments of your life
The impossible is possible tonight
Believe in me as I believe in you

On a thousand islands in the sea  
I see a thousand people just like me 
A hundred unions in the snow 
I watch them walking, falling in a row 
We live always underground  
It's going to be so quiet in here tonight 
A thousand islands in the sea 
It's a shame
And a hundred years ago  

A sailor trod this ground I stood upon 
Take me away everyone 
When it hurts thou
From my head to my toes 

From the words in the book 
I see a vision that would bring me luck  
From my head to my toes 
To my teeth, through my nose
From my head to my toes 
From my knees to my eyes 
Everytime I watch the sky 
For these last few days leave me alone

Feel it, break your bones
Mr. Jones
Taste me, as I bleed
Taste my need
And spaceboy I've missed you
Spinning round my head
Anyway you choose me
You'll break instead
Watch me, death defy
Defile my life
I don't need, I don't care
Please
I wanna go home


No matter where you are
I can still hear you when you drown
You traveled very far
Just to see you I'll come around
Wen I'm down
You traveled far like a star
And you are
All of those yesterdays
Coming down
Is it something someone said?
Yesterday the sky was you
And I still feel the same
Nothing left for me to do
I wish, I could fly, i wish I could lie
I will, I will try, goodbye


Texte:
This urge to 'BE REAL' ... to be totally honest with one's self, is rattling the prison bars of the illusion for anyone still caught in its web, which means most of humanity.

This is much more than simple frustration with one's life circumstances ... it is the primal energy of Truth seeking expression. For many, it is no longer optional ... integrity must be released to breathe Freely in the Moment ... the timeless Moment of Now ... the frequency of The New Earth.

Soon, everyone will begin expressing Truth in their own unique way. For those who continue to attempt to resist, their physical bodies will act it out for them while their life experiences will reflect a world gone wild.

This is not a punishment ... it is simply the 'last straw on the camel's back' ... the illusion has reached the outer limits of its ability to contain the dream of duality, of separation. The 'dream' balloon has reached its limit of expansion and is about to explode.

What follows will be wholesale abandonment of attachment to anything which binds the spirit ... and like the disgruntled characters in the movie 'Network' yelling at the top of their lungs, ‘I'm mad as hell and I'm not going to take it anymore’, the spirit of Truth is releasing the wound up spring of ancient tension and beginning to soar into the boundlessness of the Now to Freedom.
The ego-mind loves distraction as this keeps it 'safe' from its fear of looking at the Truth and the death it knows awaits it if it does.
Your world is flooded with signs, symbols, pointers and voices flitting like butterflies before your Consciousness ... seeking entrance with the gifts they bring. All you need to Know ... All you need in the Moment ... is given.
I call this experience "Life Essence". While it lives in the Moment, without past or future, it can also permeate an environment or a thing. It is a frequency one can sense and feel. There are sanctuaries, sacred sites and objects that Radiate this Life Essence and even those deeply steeped in the vibrations of the illusion are influenced when coming in close proximity to It.

These 'pockets of Light' ... the Awakened Ones and the influence they leave in their wake ... is Now spreading very, very rapidly around the globe ... not only the Awakened, but all they 'touch' ... you may call it a Love Virus for which there is no cure.

The tinsel, the trinkets, the sweet distractions ... there can be no toys left in the playground which can distract you from your choice to WAKE-UP. No matter how enticing ... they are shadows and dissolve in the Light of Truth.
Have you had enough of dreams that disappoint ... no matter how beautiful and promising or how long they last? There is only one dream that will not let you down ... the dream of Awakening, for at 'its' end - you Wake- Up!
The shadows continue and the ugliness that once ignited judgment are seen through. You view them as props on a stage ... all strategically placed like sign-posts directing all to Truth.

This IS Letting Go ... floating Free in a sea of phantoms, you still play ... in fact, for the first time in your Life you really DO Play with the abandon of fearlessness ... you 'Know' the guns of fate are not loaded.
Oneness has no opposite, no place the ugly and uncomfortable, the sorrowful and the repugnant are kept to be 'fixed'. There is no fixing the world of duality where supposed problems are simply rearranged in a tenuous balance only to collapse under the harsh hammer of judgment after a brief period of seeming quiet. Like the tectonic plates of Mother Earth, beneath the surface the illusion of separation is constantly shifting, moving ever onward toward a violent release of tension.

It knows the great risk you took to come here ... naked, exposed, forgetful of Who You Are. It sees the masks you wear ... of control, of arrogance, of isolation ... the masks that shield your fear of abandonment, the gnawing feelings that at any moment you may lose everything.
You have been taught to embrace the Light and it is well that you do so, but now know to embrace the darkness as well. If you do not it becomes your master, your jailor and to the extent that you resist it, its cruel hold on you grows.
The life giving rain falls in the day as well as the night... do not hide from anything. Stand tall in the Radiance of your own Light which leaves no shadows and know that Love is in ALL, no matter which way it shows up. Be the Witness You Are and embrace the experience you came to feel. Your Freedom lies here.
On some level and in some way, every living thing on and in the planet ... which is everything in form and out of it ... has been influenced and changed.
If you have not yet felt this expansion, you soon will in increased sensitivity to the 'Life Essence' and a more 'detached identification' with the multiplicity of forms and experiences It takes. Your ability to 'see' through illusion while living in it will also increase ...this means your ability to 'escape' the traps that once bound you to the temporary experiences of life will increase.

What lies behind the masks you hate ... the ones you adore? What is the silent message asking to be read? Hidden there is a blessing ... is your Freedom. You accepted the world of masks for as long as it served a purpose. Your fear of removing each mask allowed you to remain locked in the illusion of being something you are not.
This meant your greatest fear was of discovering Your Own Greatness, for when you finally look upon It you will no longer be able to give life to the illusion. But now the end of the illusion draws near and as each mask is removed, your fear rises ... yet your resolve to reach the center of Truth grows.
That Moment draws near for many ... as only a few masks remain. Already you sense the Truth of this... behind the last mask is Your I AM Presence - the Truth that sets you Free.

I AM watches as the world still groans on its weary merry-go-round of opposites and the shadows in between. IT smiles in Peaceful repose ... playfully wearing each costume, tranquilly observing the endless dramas and gratefully capturing each experience in the dream of separation.
IT has awakened from the nightmare but remains within it as a constant and faithful Beacon, smiling gently on its still sleeping aspects ... instantly aware and responsive to those whose Hearts are crying in the wilderness to return Home.  
The ego-mind constructs walls around the little flying angels, tying them down while instructing them in the ways of "fear". Beyond the simple care of the child, complete Freedom of expression and a keen attention will soon "bathe" you in the endless blessings that flow from the Divine One who shares their Life with you.

Hug often and from deep with in your Heart and allow the ancient wounds you have feared to look at to come up and dissolve in the Radiance of their flowering Joy. Laugh with them much and often and with every breath ...tell them you Love them and allow the words of Love that flow from Your Own I AM Presence to magnify the Love they came with, the Love that animates All creation, the Love that humanity has hidden from It Self for so long ... but that Now floods the Earth.
The I AM Presence knows each attachment that still holds you bondage to the illusion of limitation, each shield you still cherish that hides the Light You Are from Shining. These chains must fall away and your desire to find your True Self accelerates what was the slow process of removing these chains that began eons ago when your Awareness of It was lost. From the Moment you make this deep commitment your life can often feel like a storm. The melting of ancient beliefs, frozen in your cells and programmed in your mind precedes the gentle Awakening that follows.

'ALL' in your world is a mirror ... the beautiful sunrise, the innocence in the child's eyes, the kind words heard as well as the ugliness of poverty, the cold hearted indifference to suffering and the violent carnage of arrogant dominance - from no matter what source ... all are aspects of the blocks to the Love You Are.
These are blessings given to you - by your I AM Presence - to help you reveal what weighs down your Joy and spews judgment from your lips. All That Is - IS One... there is no other ... You Are All That Is in all Its beautiful and disgusting disguises.

Pain, whether physical or emotional is inevitable as long as you wear a physical body, but suffering is not. When you experience the world through the eyes of Truth, it removes any possibility of suffering ... you simply embrace and Love ALL experience You, as God, are having in a temporary human existence.
Quietly forming around the planet at this Moment is a 'Love Link' ... a power-filled community of Awakened souls forming a web of Light. These ones have seen through the illusion, crossed that line and wait and watch as others approach the last veil, which separates Truth from dreams.
They are not hidden yet remain unseen by those still blinded by the glamour and fascination with temporary experiences. They are available always for those who have asked in deep sincerity, "there must be a better way". Their Lives are shining examples of humility and power ... Free of all identities while provided for in every way for 'what dreams may come' to be dissolved in their Light.
Very swiftly Now, they are finding each other as the Link of Love grows in intensity and wraps a weary world in its Transforming embrace. These points of Light ... this 'Love Link' IS the physical grounding of the 'Life Essence', allowing enormous energy, unavailable until Now, to permeate the planet and dissolve the darkness, which has held it captive for so long. Those who continue to resist this benevolent influence will simply leave to find familiar frequencies in new experiences... and that too is well. Communities are formed Now in the unseen, soon to coalesce into physical environments where the 'Life Essence' will radiate and ripple out, blanketing the entire planet in Light and Love.
Have no doubt, the planet is Now forever changed as every Life form realizes on some level ... embrace this change and Know, it is Linked in Love.
Just as there are Sacred Sites and Power Points surrounding the planet ... there are also 'ancient wounds' ... wherever there have been major or protracted conflicts and crisis such as war, tyranny, atrocity, suppression and bondage ... the Collective Consciousness of Humanity and Mother Earth have taken on deep wounds.
The Mother has held these energies for us as we have held them in our cellular memory. But Now the 'tipping point' has been passed and the completion of ancient wounds are balanced. You may think of this as a kind of planetary karma-balance.

As the Transformation of Consciousness moves into full swing these wounds and the 'energy signatures' or scars they have left, must be released. Many who have crossed the veil of illusion into Truth are Now acting as global 'Empaths' allowing a 'bridge' to the Higher frequencies of Light and Love. This bridge allows these energy signatures to pass over and dissolve in the Light freeing great burdens from the Earth and releasing enormous pressure from the Collective Consciousness of Humanity.

This is experienced as the resolution of long held animosities between cultures, the dissolution of long standing bigotries and the release of societal superiority beliefs among many other subtle but powerful restrictive energies, which have suppressed humanity's experience of Joy, Peace and Freedom.

You may not consciously recognize that this Transformation of wounded energy is occurring but if you are attentive you will notice the 'softening of hard lines' everywhere. This is part of the loving service many LightWorkers are Now performing in the Great Shift of Consciousness we are all being blessed by.
Light, the Radiance of Truth, flows effortlessly through open channels, but where It encounters a block – a programmed belief in limitation and separation - disruption occurs. Those that chose to remain completely in duality or separation, rarely experience the dramatic contrasts Light and darkness have when they meet.

However, those that are allowing the Light of Truth to Now flow through their lives experience waves of ecstatic bliss contrasted by deep valleys of fear and doubt. The frequencies of Truth are so high that when an ancient belief in lack or of being less-than is encountered by Light -The Light You Are - the 'error' or block stands out in sharp relief like the long shadows of dusk.

This can frighten the timid traveler in the unfamiliar land of Truth and temporary shock can catapult them into a "brief pocket" of doubt. "Am I losing myself," they will wonder. And the answer is YES! Each block encountered and Shone away by the Light of Truth is the loss of the little self and a Re-Birth experience [one of many] to the I AM Presence You Are.

Stay the course for the Moment of Full Awakening to All That Is, is at hand.
That undivided Attention pulls the power from all else, which quickly drains all residual energy from identification with illusions, [like an unplugged laptop], from all identification with time and space and directs power only to The Truth ... The I AM Presence. Soon a 'point of no return' is reached ... you could say, just past the half way mark ... and belief turns to Knowing. At that point you Are Awakened and all remaining identifications come up to be dissolved very quickly.
This language seems to suggest 'time' ... yet, this too dissolves on the other side of Awakening. They are still 'in' the world, interacting with it but the world of illusion has lost its power over their Consciousness ... all the game playing, masks, judging and expectations dissolve in this Knowing. Now the Consciousness of Oneness allows only guidance from and flowing with Your I AM Presence and as the same Great master also said, "... in the hour of your need, it is given to you ..."
Whatever is required ... what to do, where to go, what to say and to whom and everything needed to accomplish this is given when you need it. You are in a constant state of Joy, despite the swirling cacophony of chaos that continues to rage in the time and space world of separation in which you are dwelling. Now your function is clear ... reach out a welcoming hand to all those who also desire the Freedom you Now have.

As the frequency of Consciousness Transformation continues to escalate rapidly ... the Awakened continue to grow in number and more and more are available to reach to those ready for the deeper surrender required, to move permanently into The Now.
The winds of change blow fiercely Now with a heavenly rage, swiftly turning the windmills of Transformation. Now you dream a dream of awakening to lead your weary, wandering spirit from the darkened corridors of separation, back into the Light of Oneness. No longer do you seek outside yourself ... bargaining your obedience with the god of fear, hoping for the reward of Peace. There is no fear in Peace for what is Infinite has no opposite.

Now the rays of dawn reveal the God You Are and always have been. You Know it IS You who will 'save' your Self only to realize your were never lost .... but only thought you were as you loaned your Freedom to the ego-mind and played as its puppet for a season. The curtain has parted which veiled the Truth of What You Are. For a Moment you will pause in stunned amazement at the Glory and the Grandeur of Your True Self ... only a Moment and then you will breathe deeply of the Peace you have longed for ... the Peace You Are ...the Light of Love You Radiate.

When we believe the 3D world we live in is reality, the ego-mind has front and center stage ... it is heralded as self esteem ... something to reach for. The conquering image of heroism is wrapped in ego shields disguised as desirable characteristics to develop. Entire lives have been spent pursuing and enhancing this false-god image.
However, once it is discovered as the architect of misery, it withdraws slightly, still ever-present as the Mr Hyde [hide] it is. The spiritual search begins here ... in past eras, simmering rebellion and growing frustration defined these baby steps to Freedom. Now, emotional turmoil, a wide range of discordant bodily symptoms and an inner rage that feels like an impending explosion signals the approach of Enlightenment.
Time and space now 'pop' in and out of Now Moments like an old radio that slips on and off a clear station channel. Feelings of euphoria associated with the Now frequency oscillate between the 'mild misery' of 3D existence and the agony of being trapped in a world that no longer feels real.
In these early stages of the Conscious pursuit of Truth, the ego-mind appears subtly. Endless debate over 'ways and means' to attain spiritual Freedom is one of its best disguised schemes for keeping you trapped in the illusion since the Inner Guide ... your own I AM Presence, is not yet Trusted.
Judgment, the ego-mind's most effective trap, shifts from angry condemnation to the subtle arrogance of spiritual superiority. Even more subtle is the 'judgment of yourself' ... for judging others. Spiritual self condemnation has been a powerful instrument of bondage by the ego-mind for centuries. Suffering has long been sold as a 'natural' and necessary experience to 'purge' the blocks to Awakening.

Yet, the 'simple' Awareness that God IS really ONE and does not attack It Self ... ends all the unnecessary pain and delay. You are ONE - not separate somehow ... and have forgotten the harmlessness of undivided Love.
I AM 'IS' ONE ... ONE 'IS' I AM ... and You Are That Now.
The ego-mind, as it is pulled reluctantly toward your Awakening, changes its strategy for survival and becomes subtly devious. It uses words such as 'with' wherever possible in reference to God, in a form which appears totally benign and logical.
"With God, all things are possible."
"We are all One with God."
This creates and perpetuates separation. If questioning these well known phrases in any way 'offends' or 'disturbs' you ... even in the slightest ... be certain that the ego-mind is behind it.
To exchange the word "with" for "as" is extremely uncomfortable for those who still believe the ego-minds litany of lies concerning your lack of worthiness. To accept the Giant leap in Awareness, which lays within this tiny change is to be a breath away from Awakening.
"As God, all things are possible."
"We are all One as God."
This IS Truth!
Another phrase most people immediately accept is ... "It is better to give than to receive ..."
This too is tied to unworthiness in a subtle way. As God ... as One, giving and receiving are One and the same thing. Who does God ... as One ... give to but It Self ... and the receiving is 'always' 'equal' to the giving because it is God that receives all It gives.

When you become Aware of the ego-mind's influence on your life it must withdraw into the hidden meanings which finite words attempt to place on Infinity, which cannot be described.
Simply declare this Truth by saying "I AM" [the simplest words for truth] ... then, when you see or experience anything, apply this Truth to it ... "I AM 'That' I AM" ... which acknowledges IT 'as' God too ... as the God you Are. Then declare the Truth of it by adding ... "I Know" ... not, I believe or I have faith in it ... there is still doubt in these words no matter how devout they may seem …they still place distance between you and Total Awareness and distance is an illusion. "I Know" IS the Truth. It matters not if you really do 'Know' it ... what you place your Attention upon with belief - expands and becomes your Reality ... this you DO Know.

You are your own jailer ... an elephant tied to a small stake by a thin ribbon believing you are powerless ... bound ... a slave to the cruel master - fate. No! You Are Free NOW ... let go of the invisible chains you yourself have forged. Let go the illusion of helplessness, of worthlessness, of hopelessness ... You Are 'All That Is' - Free, Whole, Infinite, Boundless.
Let go the limiting belief that time must pass before your Freedom arrives ... that tasks must be completed, that homage must be paid to an outside infinite power who judges you worthy or not ... there is none but you judging you. Take down this false god from its dark throne ... let it dissolve through lack of Attention ... place your Attention on Truth 'only' and the waves of Light emanating from the Love and Joy and Peace You Are will wash away the ancient dream of bondage and limitation revealing the Freedom You Are.

Guilt pecks at your feathers as shame rises and falls,
In Stillness ... surrender to the Moment .. to What IS Now.
All suffering dissolves in this Moment - Now ...
Allow What IS to simply Be.
The tug-of-war between past and future has robbed you of your Peace.
There is a Silent Power weaving wonder throughout your Life ...
Allow IT to bring forth the fabric of your Purpose,
Let go of your resistance and float effortlessly on a carpet of Trust ...
You Are an Angel and Freedom is Your Nature.

None are real ... they are made up, constructs of the ego-mind's fortress surrounded by the great dream - the canopy that hides the Light. A collective agreement keeps this dream solid and the deep need for acceptance that every sleeping one has - unaware of the Love That They Are - fosters their continued acceptance of the great lie.
Fear not for the I AM Presence is with you Always and in All-Ways and It will Shine through you with such a blazing Fire that all darkness and confusion will melt away before your Consciousness.

"Why am I here ... what am I supposed to do ... what is my Life Purpose?" The world turns on this question and everything is influenced by it. Ruled, as it has been by the ego-mind, that turning has been on the shifting sands of constant change. Humanity has attempted to answer this question using the system available to it within the belief in separation where everything has an opposite.
This system has been one of 'cause and effect'. Its dualistic template dictates that eventually there will be an effect for every cause and from this the concept of karma evolved insuring that time and space has a balancing wheel that sooner or later will bring all to point zero.

Yet, never will all causes be reconciled by effects within the world of opposites because the Truth of our Being is One and has no opposite. While you live in this imbalanced world you have one function 'only' … -TO WAKE UP- ...to Awaken from this illusionary world.
It cannot be corrected, balanced or 'saved'. The injustices you see, the imbalance that appear in every corner of the planet can 'never' be put right since a patch in the broken dam shifts the pressure of chaos to other weak points and new leaks constantly appear ... these 'are' the shifting sands of change.
The issues of the planet are Known to The I Am Presence of Oneness and always function toward Harmony ... with effortless precision. Therefore, first seek to Know Your Self [the so called Kingdom of Heaven ... or Heaven of Now] and all else ... all you need to Know and act upon ... will be shown to you.
I know you are afraid of what stands behind the door, what monster dwells behind the mask that hides your guilt - your terrible guilt - your heavy guilt. But take Heart ... Your I AM Presence is with you always – go ahead and open the door. You are the heroes of the world my brothers and sisters ... standing at the door, taking off the mask of death. The little child shivers at the door, asking to be held, to be loved ... for eons he and she have waited for your embrace. They were the spectres you feared but – ‘suffer the little children to come unto Me’ ... to You ... the Real You. It is they that will heal your wounds and through their release you will find the Love, the Self Love you have longed for forever.
They wait, knocking at your Heart ... allow the frozen fear you have held against yourself to melt Now, and forever embrace them ... for You Are Free - You Are Free.

The reflections represent the multi-layered interpretations of a lie, which stand at the first reflection ... many years can be consumed finding this lie and then mistaking it for the Truth.
All sincere desires [passions] reveal themselves to you in your experience whether they be focused on the Truth or on temporary experiences. Choose therefore wisely ... choose The Light of Truth and the reflections will quickly disappear forever ... in this lifetime ... revealing the Real You.
Only the little self in its fear based belief requires constant feedback that it is worthy. The greater its fear, the greater its arrogance and absence of humility. It seeks approval at every opportunity and is never satisfied for the illusion of its own existence constantly knocks at the door of Awareness driving it ever inward toward Truth.

There are few traps more insidious than spiritual arrogance. The obvious mask of superiority through success in the 3D world was replaced with false 'motives'. Our need for acceptance and fear of rejection can easily hide behind spiritual titles. Issues of control are wrapped around inflexibility, and strict doctrine. When confronted by the Truth the elusive ego-mind retreats into silence masquerading as patience and compassion to hide its arrogance.
There is a ruthlessness about Truth, which requires complete honesty and transparency as we root-out the remnants of the ego-mind's dominance over our life. This 'is' the 'dark-night-of-the-soul', which occurs over and over again as we finally reach a new and deeper level of Awareness.

The intensity of Transforming Energy has shone its revealing Light on every mask our ego-mind wore ... many, we were not aware of ... and dissolved them, either through our surrender or pushed them through the key-hole of our cellular structures in a host of uncomfortable physical and emotional experiences.
Even the tiniest 'motive', which was not resonating with Truth was exposed like a raw nerve. This window closes tomorrow with the Fall Equinox and we will be given a little 'breathing room' to survey the New Earth, both of our planet and of our own individual world. Let us be grateful for the 'healing blast' of Love which has flowed so intensely and compassionately through our lives these last 3 months.

You Now see Your True Self everywhere. How could blindness have taken this endless beauty. You will weep tears of Joy as the Essence of Life Now pours Itself through the open door of your Heart. The scales fall from your vision like dead leaves. What IS ... Oh What IS ... the rapture of choirs singing the Gratitude of release ... and you know ... "I AM Free ... I AM Free."
As the veil thins to transparency the illusion shifts, dissolves and reappears between intervals of Now-ness. This seeming phenomena can be disorienting and disconcerting. For those of you who have made the grand "Awakening" commitment ... this experience will occur frequently Now that the dimensions are no longer hidden from each other.
Dizziness and great waves of fatigue may envelop you as The Transition into the Now expands and contracts like an accordion. Stay centered ... breath ... and allow the 'show' to unfold around you without panic. You are 'shuffling of the mortal coil' and dying to the dream which once captured your Attention so completely. It seems like the walls of a hologram are flitting in and out of your Awareness during these Moments, exposing the great deception you have bought into for so long.
This metaphor is True but the ego-mind will vigorously dismiss it as long as you will continue to believe its ancient lie. Stillness is at the center of these experiences ... a profound sense that the world has stopped. Things which 'should' not happen ... occur.

A computer arrives with certain basic programming ... an operating system. It can do certain things but requires 'input' from an operator. You then add to this basic operating program and the way it functions alters from slightly to dramatically depending on your changes, additions, deletions and restrictions. In much the same way the I AM Presence arrived in manifested form ... in the world of separation, capable of a multitude of functions but restricted in many ways.

Nevertheless, 'Awareness' of Its own individuated I AM Presence still existed in latent potential. Through initial training and judgment, a foundational function of the separated 'split' mind, programs were added and individuality was formed. With each new program the individual I AM Presence was blocked more and more, hiding It deeper and deeper within the manifested individual.
Throughout its existence in this temporary form these programs and others added later, which resonated with the initial programming ... guided its half-life ... it became a slave to these guidance systems. However, the I AM Presence is like a 'homing device', which sends out a signal of 'discontent' toward anything which does not resonate with the Truth That It Is …Love, Peace, Joy, Abundance and Freedom.

In the separated mind it seems to take eons of 'time' for this Divine signal to activate changes ... dis-empowering the programs which enslaved It. Eventually however, in this linear time-line, the individual I AM Presence prevailed and 'mastered' Its form based life ... returning Its experience to Truth and dissolving the separated mind as it returned to Its state of Oneness Consciousness. And ... this self imposed slavery enriched Its potential for deeper emotional experience.
True mastery involves 'pulling the plug' on the programs, which mask the I AM Presence. The result is ... these programs are either deleted or over-ridden.
The New Earth Master walks among his and her fellows, living Freely, radiating the Light of Freedom ... Freedom from the programs, which once dictated a pre-packaged version of Life.

Everyone living 'in' the world has issues concerning worthiness'. Frequent attention is given to appearance, to speech, to body language, to conduct of every kind since judgment is everywhere ... the greatest of which is self judgment. Deeply hidden within are the voices of fear echoing the words you believe are true ... "I am not good enough ... I am not worthy."
Your attachment to this identity has drawn many levels of agony into your every experience ... even the most joyous moments as what you have gained seems destined to be snatched from your experience if you take one false step. No one steeped in the illusion is exempt from these simmering feelings of anxiety. You have been told ... "You are a child of the Universe ... You ARE Worthy." But this Truth fails to quench the fires of Shame which are connected to feelings of Unworthiness. At a deep, deep level, everyone still locked in the dream of separation believes they have somehow disappointed God. This shame has been acted out on your world stage again and again as lack of Trust leads to betrayal which leads to separation and further lack of Trust.

You are either the betrayed or the betrayer. The play may have been very subtle or openly obvious ... the result is the same. You have an ancient sense of being abandoned by God and anyone who, for a while takes on the role of God in your life, is suspected of being untrustworthy ... waiting for the right moment to abandon you ... again!
There is no remedy out 'there' for this merry-go-round of misery. The separation of Consciousness cannot be healed by any 'thing' since 'things' are temporary ... they eventually fall away and again add to the feeling of being 'let down' ... of being betrayed.

The dissolution of this ancient marriage ... this identification with shame and unworthiness, arrives the Moment you remember Who You ARE. It cannot be found in the past or sought in the future. It exists in this Moment NOW. When time and space dissolve, separation is impossible ... and where separation ends ... Oneness must appear ... as it has always been ... never gone ... always You.
Life and death ... Joy and sorrow ... I wear these experiences as equal partners dancing as One. You have forgotten the dance and lean imbalanced from one to the other, believing yourself a victim of circumstances. But arise and let those garments fall ... you are no victim but the creator of them All. Remember What You Are and allow the Love of Creation once more to embrace each image as it appears within your experience. Let every attachment of how you believe Life should be ... to simply fall away. Free yourself of all identities and play with the costumes again as a child. The heavy weight of little things has stolen your Joy. Float Free for I AM IS Freedom.

I AM the winds of passion dancing in your Heart, blind to the eyes of judgment.
I AM the spirit of Freedom singing with reckless abandon.
I AM the gushing waters of Life painting the colors of Love on a blank canvas.
I AM unbound, laughing as a child, limited by nothing.
I AM the You, you have feared to express and longed to set Free upon the infinite fields of play.

As a King I breathed the pungent odour of arrogance
But the fragrant beauty of grandeur too,
As a pauper I felt the sting of limitation
Yet savoured the freedom of simplicity,
As a tyrant my blood boiled with the power of domination
But also felt the boundless sense of life without limits,
As an inquisitor I learned the ugliness of cruelty
Yet gained commitment to deep devotion,
As a slave I learned of hopelessness and despair
But found the essence of service without expectation,
Through countless experiences my palette of colors and sounds, of tastes and smells and feelings grew,
And Now reawakened to All That I AM from my self imposed forgetfulness, I paint new and more magnificent universes to play within My Self as My Self.

It is in a panic for whatever reason that it is unable to 'control' its stolen possession. Events in the life it has usurped have become overwhelming and its frail and conflicted identity is close to overload. This is a profound Moment in the person's life, indeed for the greater part of the population on the planet at this Moment, when there is an opportunity to 'Seize the Moment' and return the mind to its True state.

This is accomplished by 'falling' ... simply allowing the false life to fall apart and allow 'Life' to restore It Self as the Ambassador of your experience. This 'mind losing' statement remains but changes subtly to 'I 'Feel' like I am losing my mind'. There is an almost euphoric insanity about this shift. The shift occurs while the ego's control is temporarily lost during its fall - your surrender - and the Heart takes this opportunity to reinstate the mind as its instrument. You move from the false 'security' of 'thought' to the Absolute safety of your 'Feelings', which are the Love frequencies or Knowing-ness. Whatever is or was occurring in your life begins to settle into Harmonic Resonance with Peace. That which is unnecessary - often, most everything - is released from your experience and that which flows with the Freedom of Peace rises into your Consciously Aware experience.

Surrounding the Innocence that You Are, are layers of baggage. You have projected your false beliefs onto the screen of life and judged it as unworthy. You have condemned and attacked it and built layer upon layer of self judgment and guilt upon yourself for doing so. You look out on the mirror of the world and see these heavy weights, these false garments of guilt and condemnation.
They are too ugly to look upon through inner gazing.’ The ego-mind tells you this lie because it knows you will discover what you believe you see in the world, in your brothers and sisters, is not real ... is not there. You will discover the Beauty, the Truth of the Pure Being that IS Your Innocence.

Be not afraid, the little child of Innocence within has not changed and you will find It if you ask to be shown it ... then your guilt will melt away and the fragrant beauty of Self Love will rise up to take its place.
Place your mind Now in the 'service' of your feelings and visualize yourself in a child's body fearlessly running through an endless field chasing clouds fully believing it is possible and normal to catch them. This is just a metaphor for the dreams you have withheld from your experience out of the fear of failing to catch them ... or, losing them once you did catch them ...or , being rejected 'for' catching them ... or ... not catching them ... or, not being able to let go of them once you did catch them.
The fearless child in you cares nothing for these concerns because she does not 'think' about them ... she simply allows herself to feel the Joy in the Moment of chasing, not in what that may lead to ... which is in the future ... something else she does not think about. This IS the simple and Joy-filled Freedom of Heart-based Conscious Living ...It is also Enlightenment.

Imagine you have been walking for a long, long time in a storm. You are drenched to the skin, your clothes are ripped and soiled and you are shivering and cold. You are at the end of your endurance and you fall to your knees and from the depths of your being you ask for help. As you lift your head you see a light in the distance ... it is shining from a window. You struggle to your feet and stagger toward it. As you approach the light, a door opens beside the window and Light floods out toward you ... seemingly welcoming you to enter.
Cautiously, you take a step, then two then three through the door. It is warm and quite within and the noise of the storm is left behind. An invisible voice beckons you toward a cozy fire where a comfortable chair awaits you. Candle light adorns the mantle and soft music surrounds you. You breathe a deep sigh as you fall into the chair. Immediately, you jump up, afraid that your dirty wet clothes will destroy the beautiful chair. But the invisible voice says:
It doesn't matter, you are safe and welcome.’
Reluctantly, you rest your body in the chair and embraced by the loving energy that surrounds you, soon you fall into a deep and peaceful sleep. When you awaken you find your clothes are dry and spotless.
You look around and notice a window. A face appears in it ... it is the face of a tired wretched wanderer who looks very familiar. Without speaking, you extend an invitation to the person to enter. Moments later a reluctant and bedraggled person enters the door and slowly approaches the fire. He doesn't seem to see you as you beckon him to sit in front of the fire and warm himself. He recoils from the chair in fear of soiling it with his dirty clothes. You whisper into his ear:
It doesn't matter, you are safe and welcome.’
As he rests his weary body and falls into a deep sleep you recognize his face ... it is your own. You hear a voice within your mind. ‘You are welcome, all are welcome. You are safe, you are Loved ... You Are Love.’

Its not good or bad
It’s not dark or light ...
It just ‘is’
It’s the play of Light,
It’s the screen of experience
It’s Your stage ...
Judgment blinds you to the play ... instead, ‘use’ the stage never believing it real, ... and yet, its within Me, embrace it all ... your Love of ‘all’ of it makes it your friend
There is no priority to fix or save, it’s all the play of My experience ...
And You, My player ... and You, the part of Me
Who forgot Me,
Who takes it all ‘so’ seriously ... it’s the Child who Truly sees and Loves it All.

Despite the chaotic swing of life experience from ecstatic to depressing, there still skulls in the corners, a seductive allure to this world ... something you may not have tried and don't want to miss out on during your multitude of experiences while visiting this bright and shiny illusion.
This voice whispers its warning as it 'sells' you the fragments of dreams. It is the whimpering, whining voice of the ego-mind gasping out its last 'pitch'. The voice is still familiar although much, if not most of its power over your Intention has been lost. Nevertheless, you obeyed its commands for eons and lingering obedience prompts you to look back and 'feel the fear again' that once kept you in total bondage.
By now you know resistance 'gives' the voice and the fear strength. As always, the answer is simple ... you realize this more and more as you approach the final cliff to Freedom. Gently embrace the seductive distractions ... and accept that they still have a subtle influence over you that you cannot yet release ... embrace that too ... its 'all' God.
This is the Self Love that will finally extinguish the last flickering candles of illusion and almost imperceptibly, without effort, your total Surrender will wash over you like a gentle incoming tide, under a cloudless sky as the Rays of Dawn rise in your Awareness.

By now you know that what you give your Attention to expands ... this includes your attempts to 'get rid of' the ego ... the block to Awakening ... this too is Attention and has the opposite effect of what you desire. If you focus your Attention on eliminating the ego ... you give life to its presence as a reality in your experience. Instead, withdraw your Attention from ‘everything’ that does not 'resonant' with Awakening and give your Attention to Awakening only. This does not mean you do not attend to the practical day to day things ... they are fewer than you may believe but 'do' require some Attention.

Truth cannot be found in the mind nor in opinion, nor in the endless dissecting of spiritual texts. The ego-mind loves the search ... chasing its tail in an endless charade, parading itself as a Truth seeker. Yet, it will never 'Know' God, for to do so would be to attend its own funeral. The list of ways and means, of modalities and disciplines, of sacrifices and repetitive affirmations stretches into the antiquity of the old energy ... the energy, which no longer guides humanity or the Planet Who is its Home.
Mother Earth has made Her transition into the 5th Dimension ... into the timeless Now of the New Energy and no one is exempt from this Love-filled influence. The long and arduous path of redemption, which once led the weary pilgrim to the precipice of surrender has given way to the simple open fisted abandon of this New Energy where mind and thought, ideas and concepts lay in the dust of the ego-mind's veil of deception.

The Heart-Centered 'Feeling Nature' Now sways the longing spirit of discontent. It requires only the release of thought and its calculating nature to the gentle breeze of The Life Essence ... the frequency of the Now. It speaks with a thundering velvet voice, electrifying the senses with a Knowing which completely transcends all conjecture and the wandering ideals of the ego-mind designed to bring peace to the world while plotting your destruction at every opportunity.
Take the great leap from all you believe you know ... it will not save you. Allow the Heart to take Its rightful throne in your Life, subjugating the mind to its true role as servant and watch your Life unfold on Its own, in all it Grandeur, as if from a far off country ... drawing ever nearer.
The return of genuine Humour will be your first experience as you release the tension, which you thought was so important and gripped your every experience. And in this Child-like Freedom you will Know, there is nothing to 'save' or 'free' ... you will Know Your I AM Presence ... the Oneness You Are.

The stiff ... break. The serious are inflexible, stoic and dry ... thirsting for Joy ... unable to release the fist of severity. Guilt and shame underpin these actions and the belief in a god outside the self who punishes. Oneness does not attack It Self. It does not seek, grasp, withhold, or deny It Self Joy. It IS Joy and radiates What It IS always and in All Ways.

When self judgment is released, laughter comes easily, effortlessly and frequently. The unfettered child shows the Natural expression of their I AM Presence at every opportunity.
Source created ‘from’ It Self and dwells within Its creation to 'feel' the infinite possibilities of the Joy It IS. How simple are the gifts of Joy to receive through the release of resistance to your Natural feelings.
There is no path to Enlightenment, no long journey Home to the Truth of What You Are. These are belief systems born of the mind ... of linear step-by-step thinking. The world has moved into the Heart where time and space dissolve into the NOW. All is renewed each Moment and the Truth exists in That Moment, not in some far off place requiring great effort to attain.
Embracing the Unknown is an expression of the Freedom That You Are. You allow the flow of events in your experience to unfold on their own without expectation. You allow the wonder of a child to fill each Moment. Unimpeded by the interference of the ego- mind, the orchestration of the Universe is always perfect. This is True regardless of that interference as the Universe instantly adapts to what the ego-mind projects as separation, extending the Love That It IS in every Moment.

Trapped in the illusion it made, the ego-mind ... the identity most of humanity still believes is itself, it is unaware that Life always unfolds perfectly ... if left to It Self.
Fear underpins the ego-mind's every thought, word and deed and colors every choice. For most people this has become so habitual it is considered normal, down-to- earth and responsible. To it the world is a very dangerous place and walls must be built to protect it wherever ... to it ... threat is perceived ... which is everywhere.
To Live with the Abundant Freedom offered by Divine Uncertainty you must abandon your defences. This is unthinkable for most people ... and that is true ... to the extent that 'it does not require thought' where risk is always weighed. It means moving your Life into your Heart ... Your I AM Presence ... where feelings are naturally harmonized with the Universal I AM Presence and so called danger is automatically 'side-stepped' from your experience.

The ego-mind, in its most advanced state, can juggle many balls ... when you dance with the Universal I AM Presence you juggle them all ... to infinity. Why would you then instruct It how to unfold your Life? The answer is lack of Trust. We invite you Now to consider testing this perfect expression of Life and Love and allow It to organize your Life ... if only for a day ... paying close attention to everything that shows up ... no matter how small or seemingly insignificant. If you will allow this blessing into Your Life frequently, you will find It soon guides your every experience as It fills your Heart with the Song of Freedom.
The little self believes it can 'handle' situations ... it can 'deal with' problems and 'control' its life. This often requires compromising others in the interest of self preservation. Yet in an instant all the threads that hold this house-of-cards together can be blown away by a passing breeze - no matter how secure the walls of protection may be. And the strain of holding these strings in place is devastating to the Peace you seek. Allowing the 'whisper' of the Moment to guide your path IS Peace. Taking no thought for your needs or of possible circumstances, is reckless to the ego-mind, yet filled with a sense of complete Freedom few have yet to allow themselves to feel.

At one Moment or another everyone has been awakened from a very deep sleep. The feeling was not comfortable and may have even been painful. You may have felt irritated and resisted ... wishing to fall back into unconscious oblivion. When finally you awoke, whoever was responsible for disrupting your so called peace may have received harsh words from you. Humanity is Now experiencing this ‘Rough Awakening’ from a sleep much deeper and far longer than the temporary event that takes you into a smaller dream each night. For those that are unconscious of what is occurring Now at lightning speed, the experience is being felt as the destruction of infra-structures, which have been the rock-solid props on the stage of what they absolutely believe is reality. Many of these deep sleepers believe this is just part of the normal valleys that follow the peaks in the world of commerce, industry and cultural evolution ... the shock of these profound and permanent changes has not yet been recognized.
For those with 'some understanding', the Awakening is being felt at the cellular level as if they are exploding from inside out. And, on every other so called level, life is being disrupted ... for some the feeling has taken them to the brink of insanity ... just the opposite is true however since the dream of separation 'is' insanity. Sanity is being 'restored' as the Light of Truth dissolves the veils of illusion from the Sleeping Beauty You Are. Yet even you, who accept this Truth are still resisting as the ego-mind struggles to hold onto its last vestige of control over your long, deep sleep. This resistance 'is' the discomfort you feel. Know that it is Truly 'safe' to fall unafraid into the arms of this Divine Transformation, although the evidence of your dream tells you ... ‘the world and your life is falling apart’.

Never is life more beautiful than at the Moment of Birth ... see Your Self as the Divine Child that You Are, emerging from the Womb of the Divine Feminine into the Light of full Awakening ... for that is exactly what is Now occurring.
Surrender to What IS ... no matter how lofty it may appear to the ego-mind to resist ... restores Peace. Resistance always involves judgment ... the fundamental fuel of separation’s continued existence. Peace is the Natural state of Awakened or Enlightened Consciousness ... and that which has not been Peace- filled Transforms without effort.

To those who choose to remain in the darkness of separation, their world will remain much as it has always been ... there is no judgment imposed on any beyond the judgment they place upon themselves. To those who accept the Light of Transformation Now bathing the planet, nothing will ever be the same. Everything and everyone will appear Lighter and Brighter, spontaneous laughter will take them by the Heart at odd Moments and Joy will become increasingly natural.
A sense of carefree abandon will slip into routine, breaking the chains of habitual living. And the constant state of fear that once coloured every thought, word and deed will give way to relaxed expectancy that everything is provided for and All is Well.

What seems normal to the little self is very often out of alignment with the I AM Presence. Fear dictates the life of the little self, sometimes in obvious ways but more frequently cloaked in the language of what appears logical, practical, responsible and down-to-earth.
After all,’ it will say, ‘you have to ___________in order to survive.’
... and the dance of the puppet trips through life pulled by the strings of habitual fear. When finally you decide you are ‘fed up with always being afraid’, the release of Surrender to the Moment ... to the NOW of living without the nudge of past or future considerations, wraps its gentle and loving embrace around your Heart and you breathe a sigh of weightless Joy.

The ego-mind takes itself very seriously ... it is 'all' business. Even the so called business of seeking enlightenment is very 'stiff-lipped' ... ‘After all, this is the key to happiness and peace,’ it will exclaim. It loves complicated practices and long drawn out procedures claiming these disciplines are necessary to control the mind and ready it for Awakening. And, it always seeks outside itself for those more gifted more experienced ... those 'already' awake, for guidance.
All these things have their place and can be useful for one purpose only ... to finally surrender 'all' for the Truth that can only be found within. When this step is taken ... and it can easily be taken Now ... with no preparation at all .... when this surrender occurs, the child awakens with all its simplicity, playfulness and reckless abandon. It knows not and cares not for the opinions or judgments of others ... it lives in the Moment. It has fallen into the Gentle arms of Freedom. It Trusts that all will be taken care of, that it IS safe, that it IS Loved without conditions of any kind. This IS Enlightenment and it is available to You in this very Moment – Now.

The Light of Truth has hidden for eons within the guise of gypsies, wanderers, nomads of every kind and fringe dwellers rebelling against the status quo, programmed belief systems and fear based teachings of religious leaders. The Child of Truth has incubated under the dark cloak of suppressed creative expression, all the while steadily unfolding the Grand Adventure of Greatness hidden in limitation, struggling to remember It Self.

Today, these flickering Lights are known as LightWorkers, most still wrestling with the rapidly swelling Light of Greatness within and the dubious distinction of misfits who cannot conform. The grip of this ancient label has loosened and here and there a few have dared to completely expose the full measure of the I AM Presence-Grandeur That IS their True Reality. While still maligned and vilified, the power of Love has been fully released and dark minds flee before Its Glory.
Like a tsunami the Light Now flows and those who carry the Light must release any remaining self doubt, poverty, consciousness and judgment that still cling to the belief in duality. They must stand forth naked, detached, transparent, open and available for the flood of Love to pour through them and bath away the last vestiges of separation, finally revealing to All the Oneness that We Are.
Like Abraham on the mountain, I AM is tested within the dream to experience the full measure of My Trust. Will I follow the guidance of the Love I AM or hesitate at the last Moment ... the Moment I see My most precious possession may be ripped from my Heart.

The ego-mind loves to play hide-and-seek with the Truth, wrapping It in mystique and placing It far away. It details the rules of the game and provides endless steps in a 'process' that only a few even qualify to play. Its methods adapt to cultural beliefs but always its end game is ‘seek but do not find’. The concept of 'becoming' is something which involves time and space ... the home of illusions. It places God outside, where It seems to belong ... forever unattainable. The very suggestion that it is 'easy' to Wake Up ... to Be Enlightened, has been made to sound frivolous, having no respect for the sanctity of so great an achievement. If you even dare to make this suggestion to yourself, your audacity is immediately coloured with another layer of illusion ... guilt, and the unworthiness that results casts this idea into the fire of self hatred. This is another deception of the ego-mind. The image of a Master has been conjured to portray a Great Being, which It IS, walking on water and raising the dead. While these great achievements may very well have occurred they were still metaphors for much deeper revelations ... since no Awakened One uses phenomena to dazzle and place themselves above.

Always, the purpose of display is to Enlighten. Rising above the chaotic influence of emotion and Awakening the sleeper from the dream of death illustrates the possibility that exists for all. Why would such a Great One go on to say, ‘... you will do what I have done and greater things will you do ...’ ?
Being-ness sets the example of what is possible when you Wake Up to All You Are ... no different than the One Who radiated this Truth to you. An enormous so-called 'step' toward Awakening is to accept Its simplicity and once accepted to place this Now attainable Truth 'above' all else in your Life. The simplicity is only this ... You Are and have always been Awake, Enlightened ... a Master of Truth, and have been sleeping to this Truth ... literally, sleeping. Simply make it your number one Intention to Wake Up ... declare That You Are Awake every chance you get and the built in mechanism of 'what you focus upon expands' ... WILL Wake You Up. No-Thing else is required but This.

Lost, you may be but the dream is beautiful with all its blazing mountain peaks and dark, dark valleys ... it is magnificent ... that's why you began the playing. You can step out of the dream at any Moment you wish, taking with you the richness of the experience and the expanded awareness of feelings ... that's why you came to play.
But the pull is great Now, so strong ... the longing for Wholeness fills your Soul and tugs at your Heart ... Home, you want to return Home ... and the gratitude for the dream swells within your Being as you turn your face once again toward the Light.
The mind has been the ‘tool’ ... the pawn of the ego- mind for eons and loves to seek for answers and figure our solutions ... yet, it never finds the perfect Harmony that is the Essence of Oneness for its search always divides, always has victims and victors, always has winners and losers fostering the endless battles that have defined humanity's existence.

When you allow yourself to ‘feel everything’, allowing the ‘addiction to distract from the uncomfortable’ ... to fall away, the You that seems to hide in others, in experience and in things ... slowly reveals Itself to You and gradually you become Aware there is No-Thing that Is not You and No-Thing that is not Perfect.
We are here to Play and Love and experience great Joy doing so, not to manifest our thoughts into prisons which bind us to the wheel of servitude - servitude to our own ignorance.
This is True ... but not in the way the ego-mind believes. Its concept of responsibility involves arranging and rearranging the circumstances of its world, plugging leaks, putting out fires, weathering storms and handling situations. In the midst of this chaos it attempts to convince you happiness lies in control, accumulating possessions, and the suppression of evil.
Whatever has a beginning and an end ... no matter how long off the end may be ...is an illusion and illusions cannot satisfy and cannot be fixed. Only that which is without beginning or end - eternal - is Real and fills the Heart.

If you seek a spiritual life to improve the quality of your physical life ... to make your circumstances and experiences more comfortable and enjoyable, this is possible but it is a muffler that simply buries dysfunction for a season ... soon the symptoms of discontent will appear around your feathered walls.
But if, in the depths of your Heart you yearn for Peace that cannot be disturbed, never has there been a more Perfect time than Now ... Now in the sense of timelessness and also chronological time. The Gates of Heaven stand wide open Now. ... the Password is the same as it has always been,
Come Empty Handed’.
This condition for the unconditioned surrender of ‘all’ for ‘ALL’ never has been so simple to fulfill. The influx of Light upon this planet is radiant beyond your eyes ability to comprehend dissolving the veil of darkness cast by the separated self ... the ego-mind ... so long ago.
You have but to offer yourself sincerely and humbly to this Radiance that interpenetrates all you see and all you do not see and the weight of all false identities, all attachments on all levels will fall away like the illusions they are.
A sense of Freedom never known or imagined will creep into your Heart and lift you into the remembrance of What You Are - the Glory and the Power of the God you have placed outside yourself ... the I AM Presence of Love that IS the Light of Your world.

You design your world ... each one's world is different from the next ... many worlds, one earth. Yet, only one thought is Truly worthy of your unlimited creativity. When all the rest have satiated your passion, only one is Real ... to remember what is True ... to Awaken from the dream of temporary things ... to Know you Are God – I AM.
Play in the fields of shapes and shadows and shifting dreams as long as you still desire them - as long as you wish ... all is well. Enjoy the play of Light, but Know they are projections only ... on a screen you have stepped into and you are the projectionist, the designer and the life giver of them.

For those who believe, at some level, that their world is in fact an illusion, a decision has been made to 'some how' ... get out of it. And for the relatively few who profess to 'know' the 'how', follow it themselves and teach others 'The Way' ... the term 'LightWorker' applies. These beacons of Light have done miraculous work in recent years, shepherding millions to the 'exit door' from the great dream ... yet most, at this Moment, the LightWorkers and their followers, still stand at the door.
Like the deeply hypnotized subject who has been told he is a chicken, they stand 'clucking' at the door they believe is still closed to them ... at least for the Moment. They arrived that close to Awakening but remain there, deeply frustrated ... or worse ... passively accepting it ... and pacing back and forth before the sacred door.

All come laden with the baggage that got them that far. The baggage contains the remnants of belief systems, healing modalities, techniques, doctrines, disciplines ... and perhaps more than any other impediment to the requisite open handed, naked walk through the door ... the belief that it is difficult ... very difficult to take the last step.
Spiritual archives speak of the incredible sacrifices made by those 'Great Ones' who made the journey before ... and this has become their 'measuring stick' for worthiness instead of 'the bridge' it was meant to be. You need not repeat what has been done for you. You need not live by candle light until you believe you qualify for electricity ... you simply give thanks for it and use it.
As stated, to walk through the door, you must come naked and open handed, clinging to nothing within the world you once believed was real. All identifications and the baggage that comes with them must be stripped from your consciousness at the door ... not necessarily from your experience however.
The Key here is 'Simplicity', to strip down your Awareness to the bare bones to the Reality that lies beyond the door. The simplest 'Declaration' of this Reality is, 'I AM' ... nothing dresses This, colors It, defines It, or hides Its basic Truth. Through the simple and proven use of the Law of Attraction ... the declaration of this Truth expands It in your Awareness and you Awaken to It ... without tricks, tools or years of sacrifice beyond the detachment of all identities.
When this occurs you suddenly realize ... as the ancient adage says, 'you have been standing at the door knocking not realizing you were already inside'. This does not make you some sort of 'guru' ... above the masses of people who believe they are still standing outside the door. You have merely simplified your life to the basic Truth ... 'I AM' and created a new 'dream' which 'dreamed' you 'out' of the illusion and back to the Awareness of the Being ... the All That Is, that You Are and have always Been.

The Awakened Are Light and 'need do nothing' to Shine IT. There are Moments when the Light is animated and in those Moments Light does ‘not’ compromise with darkness, does not bargain with blindness, does not cajole and mollycoddle ignorance for fear of offending ... these are the actions of the deluded who believe it is their duty to 'save' others any way they can.
In past times those that Knew the Light and boldly Shone It to the world were maligned, exiled, tortured and murdered ... that Moment has passed as the wave of Consciousness Transformation now floods the planet and humanity ... there is literally ‘no time for crap’. All darkness and those who cling to it are quickly fading from the New Earth. Those that have eyes to see and ears to hear Will Now see and hear and those who withdraw - offended by the Light will ‘come again till the Light Be in them’ ... and all is well.

Stand tall Now, you who would Awaken and speak boldly the Truth in 'every' Moment and in every situation and You Will Awaken because you are only speaking to your Self ... there Is no one else here but You ... You Are One.
Love without conditions is impossible for the ego-mind who judges everything in its world of separation on a scale of good and bad. Forgiveness was a remedy for this ‘trap’ allowing it to accept those people, places and things that displeased it. The Master of Love activated this remedy to serve as a bridge for the imbalanced mind of the 'judger' to find some sense of Peace. In the New Energy, where separation melts into the NOW, forgiveness is unnecessary as past and future have no meaning. Each Moment is fresh, new and alive in the Perfection It IS.

Long before you see it however, it touches your feelings ... if you allow the creative flow to reach your Heart ... from the first thrill of Vision this feeling is available and brings with it the Joy you have come here for. You will see signs that your vision is coming closer – you may call these signs - synchronicities. Allow them to touch your feelings as well, gently releasing them just as quickly, clinging to nothing, holding on to nothing and thereby maintaining your Sacred Freedom.
Allow the passage of the Vision to thrill your Heart without holding it or, what result may come. Each dream you cling to weighs you down and deprives you of your Freedom. Like the Love from which Vision emanates, It Lives and Expands as it flows unhindered.

The concept of 'saving' the world shifts to one of Transforming Consciousness wherever a person is ready to take the great leap of surrender ... for in each individual Transformation comes the dissolution of the 'causation' of that, which seemed to require saving in each person's experience.
The Light of Truth does not 'attack' It Self ... It does not destroy the temporary Home It chooses to express Its creativity through. Now, in the eye of the storm, you still see and feel the chaos of the illusion but cease judging it since the end of separation is also the end of judgment.

Awakened, you are at the 'Real' beginning of Your Life ... despite having never left It ... and waves of greater and greater Brilliance are still waiting to wash over and through Your ever-expanding capacity to Create through The Love That You Are.
Vulnerability is the foundation of Power - the Infinite Power You Are in Truth. What has your 'control' brought you ... what has it brought the world in its long history of fear and limitation. Mankind has built fortresses to protect it from every imagined enemy and everyone has fallen. You are surrounded by Angels who wait for your release of control. They will flow into your every need, in the moment of your need when you allow yourself to be vulnerable.

And the greatest gift that awaits the one who does this is the gentle flow of Love - no longer impeded by your attempts to control outcomes. Love flows where and when It will, transforming all unlike Itself. It embraces all - All That Is without regard to appearances knowing nothing of past or future. This is your True Power and as you allow It to flow It passes through your experience radiating the Joy of Pure Being to You.

The Transformation of Consciousness is becoming a giant wave of New energy. It vibrates at a frequency far higher and unknown to the world before. All that is unlike this New Energy is being Transformed and to the separated mind it appears as terrifying and chaotic. Observe the magnificent chaos of the universe as it forms the majestic beauty of a swirling galaxy. That same majestic chaos is also occurring within all individuals who also dwell within their own earth-body.
Rely not on outside agencies to validate yourself ... you will forever be their slave, swelling and collapsing at the whim of capricious flattery and cruel condemnation. There is no supreme 'judge' of your Greatness except your own Knowing. Step up to the Throne of Power and take your rightful seat ... gently, humbly in full knowing that you Are The God of your own Universe and none need confirm this for you.

Create it as a child would ... with playfulness and innocent glee, laughing, skipping, jumping for Joy in fearless abandon. You Are the Master of All your circumstances and experiences. Mould them, sculpt them to your liking remembering always that each shifting particle IS You and with that understanding Love Your Self.
Embracing the darkness in your life, whether it be in your face or far from your experience ... is much more than a mental exercise repeated to convince your ego- mind you are a spiritual person. You must Truly experience how it feels and allow those feelings to bring up the shrapnel wounds of your most explosive experiences.
To suppress these feelings is Self abuse. When you allow these feeling to come up ... when you Truly embrace them, having Compassion for Your Self as you would a suffering child ... for that is exactly what you are in those Moments ... the Light absorbs them, Joy returns and this increases your capacity to have Compassion for all Life.

The need for Light-Work grows daily as more and more people are becoming aware of the 'lie' they have been living ... and ... have reached the Moment they are choosing to 'let go' of it. What took many LightWorkers decades to discovery Now must be recognized often in only weeks for those who are making the inner commitment to Self Love and The Truth it reveals.
Gusts of Transforming energy throw the sleeping angels off their holographic balance of a lifetime spent in the illusion. Wave after wave of ecstatic revelations intermingle with the darkest valleys of depression and helplessness they have ever encountered.

You Are ‘... the Light of the world ...’ you beacons of Living Truth who have past this way before and Now stand as Living proof the journey is not in vain. It is Now we must 'stand in our Power', unflinchable in our resolve, unbending in our Knowing, yet flexible in our response to the cry from the wilderness. You Are the I AM Presence in Living flesh, the Power of Love grounded as never before. What millions upon millions have prayed to and begged of for relief from the fires of Transformation Now stands beside the swelling mass of Awakening souls in the flesh as You. Do not shrink from this great task nor the acceptance of its Truth.

You Are - I Am. In the early stages of standing in the Power of Your I AM Presence there is a tendency to waffle back and forth fearing to accept the Truth of it and the function it Now plays in this rapidly changing New Earth. This will pass as the steady stream of wounded Hearts rise to the surface of the illusion to fly Free ... in part through your gentle yet powerful guidance and encouragement.
Do not 'wait' until you feel 'Worthy' or ready ... you were born Worthy and you are ready in each New Moment simply by taking a step back and allowing your I AM Presence to meet the need Knowing as it does the perfect ways and means. You Know Now this has nothing to do with all your learning and modalities and tools for healing ... it is simply the Moment by Moment surrender to Your I AM Presence that allows you to stand in your Power and serve as Love Divine.

Your eating choices may also begin to change ... either to different foods than you may have considered before or to less food intake as your capacity to take in the 'Life Essence' directly reduces your need to go through the traditional nourishment cycle beginning with the consumption of food. It also means that your ability to 'savour and enjoy' the food you do take in will increase. This also means less stress on the body and more vital, energetic physical and emotional experiences. For some also, the first signs of what may be called 'anti-aging' will begin to appear together with a greater 'zest' for living.

These are only 'symptoms' of the far deeper Transformation of Consciousness occurring throughout all life on this planet with an influence that is sweeping out into the entire universe.

The Divine Feminine, Who has been steadily balancing the imbalanced Divine Masculine is birthing the Child of Love, who will soon experience complete Awareness of Its Oneness with Source and the full Awakening of all Life on the New Earth into the Golden Age.

No comments:

Post a Comment